Tomorrow, i’m going to a birthday party. And I’ve just learnt of the apparent dress code, which is kind of girly/party ish. But I just don’t have the body, or even the wardrobe for it, and now I just feel so anxious about going, and when I go there, I’m only going to be noticed in a negative way because of what I’m wearing. Then the guy I like – yes, sorry, I am a teenage girl – will not see me in that light even more.
I’m feeling so anxious, uncomfortable and unwanted, my sphere of comfort is about to be crashed upon, and there’s nothing I can do about it. I’m scared.